It hurts. It hurts a lot. And it hurts more than anything in this world. This is the pain which do not have any tube, any medicine. Neither any Doctor.
Even if you want to start your life by ignoring it,,you can't. There is no any anesthesia for it. You have to carry it,, everywhere,,every time .
And all these pains appear through your faces, through your body, through your eyes, through your actions in terms of a fake smile,, in terms of tears, in terms of low self confidence, in terms of your speaking ,,everywhere ,,It will never allow you to perform at your best. Everyone starts doubting your other capabilities also. Those who never had the courage to stand parallel to you will stand in front of you and point finger. They will suggest you , what you should do,,what you should not.
Everyone will suggest you some corrective measures that you should have taken. Even the closest one who used to be with you always starts doubting your capabilities,even your friends, the closest one and family members. U You are not in this position that you can go directly to them and ask for something, suggestion or anything. You feel like you have a lot of things inside you but you are not able to show the world. You want to burst out. You want to show the entire world that you are not useless. You are worth to the world. You want to make them realise that you are having something special, you have something different quality that no other posses . You want to tell everyone that, "Dont doubt me. Don't make fun of mine. give me the time. May be i am not able to perform right now, but it does not and never mean that i do not have the quality. Or does not mean that. I do not possess any quality. I have . Yes i want to yell it that i have the qualities and when one day when i will be able to perform at my best,, all these things will come out ,, it will not be success it will me miracle.. Everything will br changed. Everyone those doubted my capabilities will not have place to hide,, they will never be able to confront me. You are making fun of mine, continue. You are doubting ,,doubt. You have the right and you have the time, i will not speak until i become liable. I will not speak until i get there. But make sure how you are going to face me when i will be at the top because, this is fixed that i will be over there at anyhow , at any cost,, no one will be able to stope even the destiny,, i will get there,, yes i will get there ."
sometimes you become out of control because of the things what you are facing right now,, sometimes you become so angry that you want to go outside and tell them that, "Dekh saale tu dekh meri capability.Tune jo doubt kiya hai na mere capability pe, tu bus wait kar ab ,, milega tere ko jawab ,,but you can't. Because you dont have the right . Because you are the failure. And every right is given to those who are successful.
Failure is the part of life where you are not allowed to speak more than the expected,, failure is the part of life when no will laugh at your most interesting jokes even.
It happens, yes it happens. And it's not the fictional. It all happens, you will realize all these things if you have ever been a great failure,, if you have passed from there conditions.
But this is the real acid test of ours. Our everything iss checked at this condition. Everyone performs at their best when he or she is at his or her peak. When you are being given everything its not much tough to perform . When you are at good position even your little efforts are appreciated. People starts seeing only your qualities. You are welcomed at everywhere. Your juniors, your seniors everyone praises you and want to have you . Everyone appreciates you. You starts feeling high . You have thousands of people to celebrate. But once you are failure, you are not blessed with these blessings. You have stand on your own. You have to see the positive things out of the entire negative situation around you. No will appreciate your efforts, everyone wants to see the results.You are discouraged?? Well, no one is around you to encourage you. You have to get there and make yourself ready to fight for your victory.
You. Are demotivated??
No one will motivate you,, no one guide you, no one will support you.
Your left hand will have to hold the right hand and you will have to console youself for everything. You will have to pat yourself on your own, you will have to appreciate yourself. You will have to make yourself stand when everyone will clap for your defeat.
And yes, we all will do all these things. May be we are failure today but we will show everyone that how thos failures will bring revolution. We will show everyone how these feelings of failure will bring pleasure of Success.
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