We doubt our capabilities.
Yes, we doubt ourselves.
We have a dream in our eyes, which no one can see ever, but we. We have a desire in our heart , no one can feel it ,but we.
We have an expectations in our eyes from this life which no one can see, but we.
And yes somewhere in our belief system it is embedded that all these things will be reality one day.
But inspite of these things we have doubt. Along with the expectations, there is a fear in our eyes.Along with the desire in our heart there is also a confusion.
" If i will not be able to make it happen then what will happen to my life??"
"If i will not be able to get success in my endeavour, what will i do?"
"If i will not be able to reach at that position where i am supposed to, what my parents, relative and others will think of me?"
And as these questions come to our mind we start shivering. We are not able to keep ourself in normal condition . We know that these are the things for which we have left everything. Even the expectations of our parents.
These are the everything what we want from this life.
We are not able to think what should be the next step of ours??
We are not able to think where should we go??
Whom we should talk to??
What should we do??
And believe me this is the time when no one will be able to guide you or i should say even if anyone will try to guide you, you will not be able to follow him. Its just because your heart wants you to do only that thing what you really want to do.
Yes, no one will be able to guide you here.
Only you will be able to make yourself believe.
Only you will be able to console yourself.
And i am also not the different. I am also suffering from the very same condition.
sometimes believing myself.
Sometimes doubting myself.
sometimes patting my own shoulder.
sometimes consoling myself and making myself believe that there will be one day when i will be reading the very same post of mine and proudly saying that the things what i had believed on, and everone has doubted my capabilities and misunderstood my capabilities,
i made it possible.
But i know it will require a lot of patience for that. As it requires. For every big dream, for every endeavour, for every height, for every goal.
Any great work is not the outcome of a single day. It takes time. It takes blood and sweat. It takes patience. It takes the courage to accept your decision as right when most of the people will be doubting your capabilities and holding you responsible for the phase of life, you are in to.
And yes , it require guts to accept your decisions. It requires strength to stand alone, it requires strength to stand rigid on your own decision. And it requires lot of calmness, patience and capability of bearing pain to listen when most of the people will sneer at your decisions.
So, lets hope that all the dreams do come true whatever one dreams.
Lets hope that one day all these dots, what we are not able to think why these things are happening, will be connected.
Lets hope that One day all these late nights and early waking will pay off. Lets hope that one day will be entirely different from today. Everything will be at its place where it should be.Everyone will be with you.. Every person will appreciate your decisions.
And the most importantly, each and everyone who doubted your capabilities, will start telling everyone around him that how he met you and he was the very first person who recognised your capabilities .
Everyone will believe us one day
But for all these things,
LET US BELIEVE OURSELF FIRST.
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